I almost killed the little girl. She was crawling across Interstate 40 at midnight, wearing only a diaper and a heavy leather dog collar. I’m seventy, have ridden motorcycles for forty-five years through rain, snow, and fog, but I’ve never slammed the brakes harder. At first I thought it was an animal until my headlight caught the collar’s reflection. She was maybe eighteen months, bleeding at the knees, dragging a broken chain, crying. Cars swerved around her; nobody stopped.
When she saw my light she didn’t crawl away—she crawled toward me, as if she had been waiting for someone. I pulled over, ran back, scooped her up. Her arms were marked with cigarette burns and the collar’s metal had gashed her skin. The chain looked freshly snapped, like she’d ripped free. I wrapped my jacket around her, shouted for help, and ran toward the nearest exit.
Somewhere between disbelief and action I called 911. An officer arrived minutes later—too long—and held her while I tried to soothe her with a voice that felt foreign. We waited for the ambulance. Neighbors came out, faces pale, murmuring about missing reports. Later, at the hospital, nurses took over; they were calm, efficient, terrible professionals at holding trauma with steady hands.
That night the highway felt different: a thin line between life and death, where one more second could have been the end. I keep replaying the moment I almost missed her—grateful, haunted, changed.