I was forty-six when my life stopped at 9:47 p.m. The police came, rain dripping from their hats, to tell me a drunk driver had killed my husband and our two children three blocks from home. For months I moved like a ghost—eating, sleeping, existing only because I didn’t know how not to.
Before the sirens, we were beautiful, ordinary noise: Mark’s burnt breakfasts, Josh’s Sunday pancakes, Emily’s arguments over playlists. Afterward, silence swallowed everything.
A year later, I boarded a bus to escape the emptiness. At a downtown stop, a flyer caught my eye: HALLOWEEN COSTUME DRIVE—HELP OUR KIDS CELEBRATE. Something cracked. I found the old costume bin in the attic—Emily’s crooked bumblebee wings, Josh’s firefighter jacket—and took them to a shelter.
At their party, chaos bloomed: paper bats, laughing kids, sugar and song. Then a small voice said, “Miss Alison?” A little girl stood before me wearing Emily’s bumblebee suit. “Miss Sarah said you brought costumes.” She hugged me fiercely. “Maybe you could be my mom?”
Her name was Mia.
Six weeks after I asked about adoption, the phone rang: approved. When I returned to the shelter, Mia ran to me. “You came back!” she shouted.
That was two years ago. Now eight, she wants to be a “bee doctor.” Our mornings are loud again—off-key singing, glitter on the table, life buzzing. Grief still lives here, but it has company. A child in bent wings taught me how to begin again.
